transcending my peeping tom incident
Ever expanding beings we are, with an endless capacity to evolve. Flowing through a continuous spiral of growth.
It’s been a process to say the least, releasing the initial humiliation of catching a stranger watching me from outside my bedroom window.
I felt the intensity of this violation, unfortunately a feeling all too familiar. Having felt humiliation so many times before by men yet to know their own divinity, it was almost natural to feel this again.
But as I observed what arose within me, I was able to see how this was the perfect mirror to reveal an aspect of myself yet to be fully healed. An aspect that still subtly accepted the belief “I’m not worthy of respect.”
Desperate to uncover what all this was teaching me, I surrendered.
A much needed wake up call to honor my Self higher than I ever have. To be more discerning with how I share my light, while also remaining true to my Self and who I came here to be in this life. To direct my energy clearer, and witness all as a reflection of my relationship with my Self. And always remember that nothing has power over me unless I give my power to it. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I also had to accept that while I may choose to focus myself into the reality of my choosing, I also am part of a collective in which every being also has free will to exist in their own reality. Focussed through our own individual awareness, yet entangled in the web of one consciousness. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ When you awaken to this truth within your heart, no matter how seemingly far you may veer off, you will always be anchored to this truth. As if a star that lives on for eternity; this light within you can never be put out. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I hope this can be a friendly reminder that all is here for us for the purpose of self realization and conscious evolution. It’ll be a process of course, to fully integrate everything this has taught me, but I choose to move forward with courage in my heart, knowing that all is well. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I am safe. I am protected. I am loved, and I am Divine. By the power of my I am presence, it is so.